No news bout sailing comm. yet, i think no hope liaoz lah, but i guess i’m taking it pretty well.. just abit pissed that they never bother to inform the ppl who failed to make it

did a crazy thing today, was outside central library @ 5pm when i saw the ad for resonance, this acapella group. They’re conducting auditions and dunno y i decided to go…sang a stanza from Come What May, n think i did myself justice..haha! mabbe can get in..muahaha!

Was havign lunch with ziwei n supposedly huifang too, but she decided to sit elsewhere with her frens cos way too crowded @ arts canteen.. when i was Q-ing up @ muslim stall, i was wondering wat’s the possibility of running into amy here, and when i turned my head i saw her.. !!! can’t believe my luck, and i dunno to classify it as good or bad…i turned away immed, not daring to look @ her…later when i walked past her, she either didn’t see me or chose not to see me… For the rest of the day i was thinking bout her, incl @ nite, when i logged onto IVLE, i was wondering wat kind of modules she would take, n hence took a look @ the rosters of Introduction to Economic Analysis and Intro to Psychology, n her name was in both of this… damn! i had the option of doing that econs module…

CEntral library today, dunno y i kept glancing ard trying to see if i can spot her cos the other time i saw her in libary on a wednesday afternoon…but wat good would i get out of seeing her? only to make her look away n me getting heartache again…

I dunno y this is taking me so long, as in to get over her.. It’s like so far, i’ve only managed to cover the memories with a thin coat of soluble paint, that gets washed off each time i see her or something or somewhere that i can connect with her….this sucks big time man….