Aims and Objectives

Decisions to make:

1. What should i concentrate on? physics 1 or physics 2 or stats or geopolitics

2. should i shave my head..=)

Analysis:

1. Coming thursday is physics 1 quiz, 7 MCQs…friday is stats midterm..3-4 chapters? Tuesday is physics 2 midterm…and geopolitics essay due… Which one would u concentrate firepower on?

2. Ride motorbike got alot of pros..and cons of cos..like dangerous..blah..risky…blah… n worst thing is not my hair cannot use gel cos wearing helmet will ruin it..n lest i bring gel to sch…i thinking wanna shave or not…ala us marines style..sides very very short…then top leave abit…like a strip…hmm….

Changing attitudes of jkaiser

before ns

authority, like school ask me do wat..i surely do…n i dun like to speak negatively of establishments… very pro army n believe that we are very advanced militarily

jkaiser after ns

still as nice as friendly usually…haha but i can be a chao4 bastard…questioning stupid decisions…been thru army n see alot of shit that never gets reported in pioneer magazine…dun believe wat u see on ad…that’s all i can say…

i’m pretty allergic to stupidity n idiotic behaviour..like how alot of ppl are in sch..man..they are a turn off lor…n i have to stop myself from getting into trouble with stupid remarks…

Tml’s tuesday…means long day..haha..but yea..@ end of the day is the mythical pot of gold @ the end of the rainbow…playing handball!! =) (the only diff from the pot of gold is that i get to play handball, when i’m definitely not gonna find my pot of gold @ end of rainbow)

Life’s getting slow in some aspects..but time seems to be speeding up..wat i mean is that when i’m doign work, time seems to be moving so slowly..but overall the deadlines are really getting very close..too close for comfort…

had fun playing handball twice this wk, but i still not able to master the shooting leh..still not enuff momentum, so yea..i’m resigned to sitting on sci fac bench for ifgs..o well…slowly learn to play lor..tml ifg liaoz..ah!!!

met up with shanyuan yest, after not seeing her for 2 yrs…ok the expected comment did come “wah u like gain weight” the gal’s like super crazy over gym..something which i hate..i would rather do sports… well @ least ppl whom i’ve not seen in 3 mths commented i lost weight after starting uni..haha

Did i write this? that with samantha’s coercing i finally took out amy’s foto n dumped it into my drawer..along with weiqian’s homemade birthday card…janielle n me ace of spades..blah..all the old r/s seem to be hidden in this drawer…once in a while take a look @ the things inside, they still bring back sweet memories =) Mabbe sometime in the future i can look @ me and amy in the foto n smile while doing so…rite now..still quite hard

This has been a good week actually..got to noe a few interesting ppl on friendster.com.. met shanyuan.. met shuangru (got to noe her from ntu during j1 terp).. met CPT Quek, one of the OCs at my unit last time…he’s doing his masters in nus…life’s bout lifelong learning huh =) heard from him that the stingray battalion got redcon 2b…ok lah.not very hiong..but from now on, nobody can call us the redcon 3 battalion…

I Will Remember You (by Sarah McLachlan, Seamus Egan, and Dave Merenda) I will remember you Will you remember me? Don’t let your life pass you by Weep not for the memories

Remember the good times that we had? I let them slip away from us when things got bad How clearly I first saw you smilin’ in the sun Wanna feel your warmth upon me, I wanna be the one I will remember you Will you remember me? Don’t let your life pass you by Weep not for the memories I’m so tired but I can’t sleep Standin’ on the edge of something much too deep It’s funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word We are screaming inside, but we can’t be heard But I will remember you Will you remember me? Don’t let your life pass you by Weep not for the memories I’m so afraid to love you, but more afraid to loose Clinging to a past that doesn’t let me choose Once there was a darkness, deep and endless night You gave me everything you had, oh you gave me light And I will remember you Will you remember me? Don’t let your life pass you by Weep not for the memories

And I will remember you Will you remember me? Don’t let your life pass you by Weep not for the memories Weep not for the memories

I realised my blogging is now a weekly affair, really no time n energy to do it sometimes (u still see me online, but most of times..if got ppl, i would prefer to chat..heh)

I’ve had 2 rather unsatisfying soccer games on fri and sun with sci fac ppl n the usual gang respectively…and the reasons are as follows:

Sci: Friday afternoon, basically i was damn sian after my mugging period, so already abit off and i was hoping it’s gonna be a relaxed affair..then, tamade..all like so garang…the moment i tried something abit more fanciful, kana blast liaoz..how ah…takes the fun out of soccer…

Sun: Super muddy and flooded pitch, with chinamen who dun like to pass the ball…enuff said Haiyah y juventus like this..let roma last min draw? But i’m sure most ppl would agree with me that juventus, compared to manu/real madrid is the more complete team, cos…WE CAN DEFEND unlike real who subscribes to the theory that “i score more than u can liaoz”…man u got improve abit but still..haha..

I realised another problem of mine, i can’t get up early on mondays..hha! today by the time i got up already 9.45am and phy lecture over liaoz…thinking wanna piah to sch for stats or not but decided not worth it…morning half awake ride bike already risky..still wanna cheong…tsk…eventually went sch @ 11 n had early lunch n went sci library to mug..but didn’t do much..cos like catching a cold…then yea..sneezing..n teck soon’s chao sandals…damn it!! haha N prac was madness, calculate collision momentum..n tecksoon got alot of arm exercises =Pp

Plans for tuesday Econs test in morning attend lects n tut till 7pm play handball mabbe…

MUG YOU! this is the latest phrase coined by the S23 guys to reflect our new mugging mode..chosen oso for it sounding like something else…

Twist of Words either thru bad pronounciation or simply bad ears MUG YOU becomes FUCK YOU VARIANCE pronounced as VIRANCE EARTH pronounced as URGE ABSORB pronouced as ASSAULT BOARDGAME misheard as BOYGAY

I can’t believe how i’m evolving into a chao4 nerd.. this is really crazy but i spent like 7 hrs plus @ law library mugging a SINGLE tutorial. You must be thinking how come 1 tutorial do so long? But this is not just any ordinary tutorial, this is PC1142 tutorial, with a total of TWENTY freaking questions…

Action of sheer madness part II: i feel like running tml after sch…run liaoz then go mug..muahaha!

Tues: went to play recreational handball, think it’s pretty fun..though i think i can play keeper quite well…n the ball’s damn hard..

This morning i was looking thru my shelves for something, ended up i found an old photo album, yeap..some of my j1 fotos from ntu, when i was doign some research there…then got those simulated couple shots..me and this tj gal called shuangru..yea..lost touch with her..wonder how she’s doing.. ok here’s the best part, i found my p4 class foto!! amazing…some of the ppl i’m still in contact with them now..n it’s how amazing how they have all changed..(can’t comment bout myself cos dunno y i decided to take cover behind table..only can see my botak head)

List of things to do: 1. complete my 1142 tut 2. complete my econs tut 3. start research on geopolitics essay 4. try to remove amy’s foto from wallet (killer) 5. type email to her (even more killer)

“good” life huh…

Today was sheares bridge run, and i still dunno y i go when i hate running..stopped dunno how many times n the guys had to push me on so many times…o well..by hook or by crook i still finished my 10km..so wat if i walked quite a bit..sue me lah! =P

Soccer session was cancelled today thanks to thunderstorm..just as well..i think i need the break man, and ziwei didn’t look too well.. coincidentally i ended up with wind in tummy too just that mine wasn’t as bad…

Izzit true that we would tend to do stupid things once we are tired or sick or irritated..n live to regret? i suddenly decided to call amy after the run, but she didn’t answer..tried again in the evening just now..couldn’t even get thru..perhaps this is fate…i finally del her number from my fone book…but i think i can never ever forget this number…next step..remove foto…later..haha

Song of the moment:

Somethin’ Stupid Frank and Nancy Sinatra

I know I stand in line Until you think you have the time To spend an evening with me And if we go someplace to dance I know that there’s a chance You won’t be leaving with me Then afterwards we drop into a quiet little place And have a drink or two And then I go and spoil it all By saying something stupid Like I love you

I can see it in your eyes You still despise the same old lines You heard the night before And though it’s just a line to you For me it’s true And never seemed so right before I practice every day to find some clever lines to say To make the meaning come true But then I think I’ll wait until the evening gets late And I’m alone with you The time is right Your perfume fills my head The stars get red And oh the night’s so blue And then I go and spoil it all By saying something stupid Like I love you

The time is right Your perfume fills my head The stars get red And oh the night’s so blue And then I go and spoil it all By saying something stupid Like I love you I love you…(repeat)

amazingly i woke up b4 noon today..saturdays usually i like to sleep in but i got up at drumroll 10.30am..rotted till lunch and after eating @ home, decided to go sci library to mug…this is crazy, i’m actually going to sch on a Sat AFTERNOON to do tutorials…wat to do, sunday so bz..have to do now lor in order to maintain my policy of doing every tutorial..cannot be slacker (or at least try to be less slack..)

Whole library i realised very few of ppl who looked like they have a social life..u see alot of prc scholars..indian scholars..malaysian scholars…blah, i hope i’m not becoming like them, ok i dun mind being a bit more smarter but i dun wanna spend every sat here leh.. life really alot different once i single again…

Met the guys for maf, was abit disappointed by the slightly low turnout when by telephone it sounded like i was gonna have @ least 2/3 of the class coming.. end up dinner @ adam only got me, ziwei, koky, seng, tecky and alvin…later in sch got who else ah…o yah..jinjie, jp, yang.. ladies also very few leh…pei’e ruyi n vonnie (i wanna kill vonnie oso.h.aha! say until like so enthu, then so few gals only =pp) Maf this yr like really few ppl, bad part is not so tuan4 ju4 i guess..good thing..eh this yr dun have squeeze like fuck…heh.. met many of our jrs..which was good..very long never see them…n die..i still can’t recognise yiling… (yiling: if u reading this dun kill me..n i bet u not sure who am i oso) been talking to her online since she was j1 but i guess we never bothered to meet up..except when i’m talking to her class as a whole when i go back to sch..

Scrapped tonning plans @ seng’s place..ended up @ holland v starbucks chatting till 12 plus..then carried on @ kopitiam till nearly 2…i say this is really better than tonning..where everyone will end up sleeping very early cos tired from the dancing liaoz…yea…the usuals…talk bout kok fei..laugh laugh..talk bout kk..laugh laugh..talk bout vern..laugh till stomach cramp..=Pp btw i’m really surprised that the gals didnt mind soccer jersey as class t-shirt..so this is gonna make things a whole lot easier! heh…

3.24am..n i still not sleeping..2.5 hrs time i going for sheares bridge run..hai.. y i agree to go suffer 10km of running with jp n zw..think i cannot make it in running..simply hate running for sake of running… =P

Don’t Hate Me (Because I’m Beautiful) Nerf Herder

Don’t hate me because I’m beautiful Don’t hate me because I’m the best Don’t hate me because I’m the champion Just love me like all the rest do

Don’t be jealous when you see me in my fancy clothes Sexy leather pants straight from Milan Don’t be angry when I’m dancing with your girlfriend Just be happy she touched me for one night And when I come to your town Rolling in my golden limosine It’s only me

Don’t hate me because I’m beautiful Don’t hate me because I’m the best Don’t hate me because I’m the champion Just love me like all the rest do Love me

I’ve just had this amazing sunday…well let’s start from the beginning.. Sat nite 11.30pm, decided that i must try to sleep now cos next day big walk. Laid on bed for 30 mins can’t doze off and decided to on tv, then hopefully will get bored to death n sleep…biggest mistake..Ended up watching these: US Open Agassi vs Ferrero, rugby England vs France, soccer England vs Macedonia, Germany vs Iceland, Russia vs Ireland, France vs Cyprus, Holland vs Austria, n movie xia4 ri4 de4 mo1 mo1 cha2..

Finally @ 4am i gave up..went online for 1 hr then dozed on bed for 1.5 hrs..6.30 piah down to stadium to meet zw, seng n jp…walk n talk cock all the way as usual..lunched @ suntec..then went to royal sporting house to make use of the reebok vouchers, or rather see largely seng make use of voucher…heh..

went home for tuition @ 3pm..then later 5pm soccer match…played until really fierce cos of a grp of highly skilled players from ngee ann poly..

Consequences: woke up today with a bad headache, n decided to carry on sleeping till 10..missing 2 lectures… got my work done in library thanks to the free time i have due to missing lect..heh..

Song of the day:

Together in Electric Dreams Lyric & Song by : Giorgio Moroder & Philip Oakey I only knew you for a while I never saw your smile ‘Til it was time to go, time to go away (Time to go away)

Sometimes it’s hard to recognize Love comes as a surprise And it’s too late, it’s just too late to stay Too late to stay

We’ll always be together However for it seems (Love never ends) We’ll alway be together Together in electric dreams

Because the friendship that you gave Has taught me to be brave No matter where I go, I’ll never find a better prize (Find a better prize)

Though you’re miles and miles away I see you every day I don’t have to try, I just close my eyes, I close my eyes

We’ll always be together However for it seems (Love never ends) We’ll always be together Together in electric dreams We’ll always be together However for it seems (Love never ends) We’ll always be together Together in electric dreams We’ll always be together However for it seems (Love never ends) We’ll always be together Together in electric dreams We’ll always be together However for it seems (Love never ends) We’ll alway be together Together in electric dreams

Well well…what can i say bout this week so far…i shall call it the fee-sicks (physics) week, the whole of it so far, i’ve been doing either 1141 or 1142…this sucks man…2 tutorials due 3 days apart…1 lect quiz today..n i’m suddenly feeling super tired (dun ask me y i tired still can online type this, it’s just my nature)

Highlights so far: Geopolitics lect wnth dr carl showed us a video of the armed conflict between the burmese army and the shan state rebels..note this isn’t some sanitized version released by the govt, nor izzit movie…the guy holding the camera was in the battlefield himself…with live ammunition ard him going off…n the ppl who were dying in the video..really did die…i’m pretty impressed in a sense..@ dr carl’s ability n tenacity to go search for such things..like visiting a refugee camp in thailand…n he’s banned by the thai govt from going there now…lest he sneaks in…

pon both my stats lecture this week, this is getting bad…ok lah..today not really pon..just that i left halfway, during break..to do wat..go libary mug physics, wat else…hai hai hai… looking fwd to the rest of my wk..meeting someone for lunch tml…haha! yay!

then saturday’s MAF..for the uninitiated, MAF is hwachong’s Mid Autumn Fest celebration…very big scale..n yea..alot of ppl go back…meet teachers..meet frens..juniors..sing the same 5-7 songs we have been singing for 5 yrs..dance the same 5 mass dances..but yea..it’s fun =)

Went for my 1st physics tutorial @ noon today..n the room is like super small, i was starting to feel claustrophobic (sic?). It doesn’t help with this bugger in my grp as well…

Presenting to you another nominee for the Mother-Son Award

Wonder why this Guai Lan (GL) award is called the Mother-Son Award? Almost 2 years ago, my encik when we were in taiwan used this to fxxK us upside down…i quote him “you whole lot f*king cheby*, MOTHER SON!” I still dunno wat it means..but it sounds good? haha

Have u ever had such a person in ur class, everytime fighting to speak. Even when tutor’s obviously asking someone else, still wanna butt in to answer? n making stupid irritating comments.. Got such a person in my class, i remember him as the cockernathan who shouted, “EH SUPPORT ME LEH!” in my physics lecture.. today in tutorial me n kenny sitting @ back while he was in front, babbling shit..trying to act intelligent..mabbe he is intelligent, but it doesnt show thru his irritating ways? i wanna kill myself liaoz..so did kenny..even our GL whisperings like “eh kenny, lend me ur sandal to throw can?” or “jk, go outside get fire extinguisher leh..” didn’t help…and here comes the best part…i’ve actually condemned someone whose name i dun even noe…hence shall call him JOHN DOE

Went to turf city today to watch motor cross heats..hmm..today all the unknown riders tryign to qualify..then abit comical.some of them barely can complete one lap w/o engine dying..then saw some spectacular flips..like this rider..went up a slope..got airborne n flipped…landing on his back…lucky bike never land on him… O did i mention there got many racequeens? muahaha!! After that only 4pm, so decided to go to mug abit, and of all places..hwachong..haha! went back walk ard for a while…got a few curious stares from the ginna there…ok lah 17-18 yrs old quite old liaoz..but still ginna compared to me…can’t help it..after army u would feel aged? managed to do 2 tutorials

tonite’s mission’s better..complete harry potter! left 150 pages..should be able to get thru them tonite…heh…

Decided to be a bastard for once and name some ppl whom i can’t stand. If u happen to be on the list n feel insulted/hurt or watsoever…so sue me! =Pp Presenting.. NOMINEES FOR THE MOTHER-SON aka COCKERNATHAN AWARD 1. Arpan Roy: The indian scholar in physics…Actually he didn’t do anything to me but i can’t stand this guy in the module forums “I can help u with your work, but i’m indian, do u mind?” “Easy qn, email me n i’ll help you, but do u mind that i’m an indian” Also for laughing @ my fren when he forgot the straight line eqn y = mx + c

2. Wang Guangquan, for the stupid topic of “I’ve a small problem not related to physics. I’m short sighted but i dun like to wear specs. Sometimes my frens say that i walk past them w/o saying hi. I’m not trying to be rude but i can’t see properly. So if u’re my fren n i dun say hi, it doesnt mean that i’m rude, just that i can’t see u…………………………”

Some are from the NDP book, What makes us Singaporeans, others are from various sources

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