Went canoeing this morning, n it rained like siaoz from like 4am onwards till 9am..had to ride in the rain again..sigh…damn damn cold man…this sucks, it’s in times like this when i start to think that having a car is good..haha..but then this feeling is overridden by the freedom on the bike on a good day or cool evening..

Canoeing was pretty ok, until i realised i can no longer go straight..damn! zig zag together with my partner…n my partner was this biz ad gal called faith…so happened to be yvonne’s kaki, n my pri sch jr…n my p5-6 classmate’s sister…the world’s really gettign too small for comfort sometimes..straits time reported that sgp’s population density is 6000ppl/sq km… madness…

my real sister is really getting out of control..no she’s not becoming a chao ah lian or a delinquent.. she has been attending this church for 2 yrs…city harvest..damn that place… but anyway my family’s taoist..n so my father had violent objections to it…caned her a few times…grounded her..took away her hp..threatened to pull her out of sch n track…she’s still pretty insistent on going to church..partly cos mama has been protecting her…ma’s stand pretty simple…she’s not opposed to her going to church but then sis has to agar agar..dun over do it lor… n my sis abused it..this wk alone..she lied twice about going to church..n my parents had a big quarrel about it on thurs.. today she lied that she was going sch..n went church again…wtf…i used to think that i would stay out of this..but now i’m really tempted to go there n fuck the pastor upside down… ma asked sis y she kept on going..n she replied cos she hopes that by her going, she can eventually influence the whole family to convert…i have nothing to say…

Sometimes i really wonder about religion, do u have to go church or temple or mosque, watever religion u believe in? as far as i’m concerned, it can solely exist in ur heart.. Religion teaches u to be filial to ur parents n believe in ur god..but how does this work out if ur parents are against ur religion? does it mean that u should abandon ur families n live in ur own religious world…

my pri 6 form teacher mr chai once told us this story about his fren’s brother.. their father/mother passed away..n yea u noe chinese funeral, esp taoist or buddhist one, u offer incense to the person that pass away as a respect..well this brother became a christian last time..n @ the funeral he refused to take part in the buddhist rites or even offer incense…cos according to him, this is worshipping an idol and against christ..damn him, if i ever have a child like this, i make sure i come back haunt him..

what the fuck is wrong with ppl like him? y do we use religion as a reason to bomb ppl who are supposedly against us.. religion is supposed to teach us to live with peace in the world… to me, i’m a free thinker but then that doesnt mean i have to condemn all religions..saying who rite who wrong.. ppl wanna join me as free thinker..ok..dun want..they can screw themselves…duh!

Happening event of the day: Swimming in Sg River @ clarke quay

sadness of the day: religion