I realised that my actions today really stinked of this particular place’s politicking, abit pissed to noe that i’m actually starting to use this kind of 关系 to get things done my way..

on a totally new note…It has been a rough few days, i’m juggling my SSP test, and of cos nusriders’ display booth this thurs and fri @ s16 foyer.. Was complaining to some ppl last nite that i felt sucky that i was doing most of the work on my own, passion can carry me part of the way but support from other members has to account for the remainder. I’m seriously getting little of that, it makes me wonder how we ever started out. From telling me that president is just a figurehead, and work would still be done together, to now when i’m not really seeing that.

Really should learn to let go, got more things to do next sem..